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V. The Horror from the Shadows
Many men have related hideous things, not mentioned in print, which happened
on the battlefields of the Great War. Some of these things have made me faint,
others have convulsed me with devastating nausea, while still others have
made me tremble and look behind me in the dark; yet despite the worst of them
I believe I can myself relate the most hideous thing of all – the shocking,
the unnatural, the unbelievable horror from the shadows.
In 1915 I was a physician with the rank of First Lieutenant in a Canadian
regiment in Flanders, one of many Americans to precede the government itself
into the gigantic struggle. I had not entered the army on my own initiative,
but rather as a natural result of the enlistment of the man whose indispensable
assistant I was – the celebrated Boston surgical specialist, Dr. Herbert
West. Dr. West had been avid for a chance to serve as surgeon in a great war,
and when the chance had come, he carried me with him almost against my will.
There were reasons why I could have been glad to let the war separate us; reasons
why I found the practice of medicine and the companionship of West more and
more irritating; but when he had gone to Ottawa and through a colleague's influence
secured a medical commission as Major, I could not resist the imperious persuasion
of one determined that I should accompany him in my usual capacity.
When I say that Dr. West was avid to serve in battle, I do not mean to imply
that he was either naturally warlike or anxious for the safety of civilisation.
Always an ice-cold intellectual machine; slight, blond, blue-eyed, and spectacled;
I think he secretly sneered at my occasional martial enthusiasms and censures
of supine neutrality. There was, however, something he wanted in embattled Flanders;
and in order to secure it had had to assume a military exterior. What he wanted
was not a thing which many persons want, but something connected with the peculiar
branch of medical science which he had chosen quite clandestinely to follow,
and in which he had achieved amazing and occasionally hideous results. It was,
in fact, nothing more or less than an abundant supply of freshly killed men
in every stage of dismemberment.
Herbert West needed fresh bodies because his life-work was the reanimation
of the dead. This work was not known to the fashionable clientele who had so
swiftly built up his fame after his arrival in Boston; but was only too well
known to me, who had been his closest friend and sole assistant since the old
days in Miskatonic University Medical School at Arkham. It was in those college
days that he had begun his terrible experiments, first on small animals and
then on human bodies shockingly obtained. There was a solution which he injected
into the veins of dead things, and if they were fresh enough they responded
in strange ways. He had had much trouble in discovering the proper formula,
for each type of organism was found to need a stimulus especially adapted to
it. Terror stalked him when he reflected on his partial failures; nameless things
resulting from imperfect solutions or from bodies insufficiently fresh. A certain
number of these failures had remained alive – one was in an asylum while
others had vanished – and as he thought of conceivable yet virtually impossible
eventualities he often shivered beneath his usual stolidity.
West had soon learned that absolute freshness was the prime requisite for
useful specimens, and had accordingly resorted to frightful and unnatural expedients
in body-snatching. In college, and during our early practice together in the
factory town of Bolton, my attitude toward him had been largely one of fascinated
admiration; but as his boldness in methods grew, I began to develop a gnawing
fear. I did not like the way he looked at healthy living bodies; and then there
came a nightmarish session in the cellar laboratory when I learned that a certain
specimen had been a living body when he secured it. That was the first time
he had ever been able to revive the quality of rational thought in a corpse;
and his success, obtained at such a loathsome cost, had completely hardened
him.
Of his methods in the intervening five years I dare not speak. I was held
to him by sheer force of fear, and witnessed sights that no human tongue could
repeat. Gradually I came to find Herbert West himself more horrible than anything
he did – that was when it dawned on me that his once normal scientific
zeal for prolonging life had subtly degenerated into a mere morbid and ghoulish
curiosity and secret sense of charnel picturesqueness. His interest became a
hellish and perverse addiction to the repellently and fiendishly abnormal; he
gloated calmly over artificial monstrosities which would make most healthy men
drop dead from fright and disgust; he became, behind his pallid intellectuality,
a fastidious Baudelaire of physical experiment – a languid Elagabalus
of the tombs.
Dangers he met unflinchingly; crimes he committed unmoved. I think the climax
came when he had proved his point that rational life can be restored, and had
sought new worlds to conquer by experimenting on the reanimation of detached
parts of bodies. He had wild and original ideas on the independent vital properties
of organic cells and nerve-tissue separated from natural physiological systems;
and achieved some hideous preliminary results in the form of never-dying, artificially
nourished tissue obtained from the nearly hatched eggs of an indescribable tropical
reptile. Two biological points he was exceedingly anxious to settle – first,
whether any amount of consciousness and rational action be possible without
the brain, proceeding from the spinal cord and various nerve-centres; and second,
whether any kind of ethereal, intangible relation distinct from the material
cells may exist to link the surgically separated parts of what has previously
been a single living organism. All this research work required a prodigious
supply of freshly slaughtered human flesh – and that was why Herbert West
had entered the Great War.
The phantasmal, unmentionable thing occurred one midnight late in March,
1915, in a field hospital behind the lines of St. Eloi. I wonder even now if
it could have been other than a daemoniac dream of delirium. West had a private
laboratory in an east room of the barn-like temporary edifice, assigned him
on his plea that he was devising new and radical methods for the treatment of
hitherto hopeless cases of maiming. There he worked like a butcher in the midst
of his gory wares – I could never get used to the levity with which he
handled and classified certain things. At times he actually did perform marvels
of surgery for the soldiers; but his chief delights were of a less public and
philanthropic kind, requiring many explanations of sounds which seemed peculiar
even amidst that babel of the damned. Among these sounds were frequent revolver-shots – surely
not uncommon on a battlefield, but distinctly uncommon in an hospital. Dr. West's
reanimated specimens were not meant for long existence or a large audience.
Besides human tissue, West employed much of the reptile embryo tissue which
he had cultivated with such singular results. It was better than human material
for maintaining life in organless fragments, and that was now my friend's chief
activity. In a dark corner of the laboratory, over a queer incubating burner,
he kept a large covered vat full of this reptilian cell-matter; which multiplied
and grew puffily and hideously.
On the night of which I speak we had a splendid new specimen – a man at
once physically powerful and of such high mentality that a sensitive nervous
system was assured. It was rather ironic, for he was the officer who had helped
West to his commission, and who was now to have been our associate. Moreover,
he had in the past secretly studied the theory of reanimation to some extent
under West. Major Sir Eric Moreland Clapham-Lee, D.S.O., was the greatest surgeon
in our division, and had been hastily assigned to the St. Eloi sector when news
of the heavy fighting reached headquarters. He had come in an aeroplane piloted
by the intrepid Lieut. Ronald Hill, only to be shot down when directly over
his destination. The fall had been spectacular and awful; Hill was unrecognisable
afterward, but the wreck yielded up the great surgeon in a nearly decapitated
but otherwise intact condition. West had greedily seized the lifeless thing
which had once been his friend and fellow-scholar; and I shuddered when he finished
severing the head, placed it in his hellish vat of pulpy reptile-tissue to preserve
it for future experiments, and proceeded to treat the decapitated body on the
operating table. He injected new blood, joined certain veins, arteries, and
nerves at the headless neck, and closed the ghastly aperture with engrafted
skin from an unidentified specimen which had borne an officer's uniform. I knew
what he wanted – to see if this highly organised body could exhibit, without
its head, any of the signs of mental life which had distinguished Sir Eric Moreland
Clapham-Lee. Once a student of reanimation, this silent trunk was now gruesomely
called upon to exemplify it.
I can still see Herbert West under the sinister electric light as he injected
his reanimating solution into the arm of the headless body. The scene I cannot
describe – I should faint if I tried it, for there is madness in a room
full of classified charnel things, with blood and lesser human debris almost
ankle-deep on the slimy floor, and with hideous reptilian abnormalities sprouting,
bubbling, and baking over a winking bluish-green spectre of dim flame in a far
corner of black shadows.
The specimen, as West repeatedly observed, had a splendid nervous system.
Much was expected of it; and as a few twitching motions began to appear, I could
see the feverish interest on West's face. He was ready, I think, to see proof
of his increasingly strong opinion that consciousness, reason, and personality
can exist independently of the brain – that man has no central connective
spirit, but is merely a machine of nervous matter, each section more or less
complete in itself. In one triumphant demonstration West was about to relegate
the mystery of life to the category of myth. The body now twitched more vigorously,
and beneath our avid eyes commenced to heave in a frightful way. The arms stirred
disquietingly, the legs drew up, and various muscles contracted in a repulsive
kind of writhing. Then the headless thing threw out its arms in a gesture which
was unmistakably one of desperation – an intelligent desperation apparently
sufficient to prove every theory of Herbert West. Certainly, the nerves were
recalling the man's last act in life; the struggle to get free of the falling
aeroplane.
What followed, I shall never positively know. It may have been wholly an
hallucination from the shock caused at that instant by the sudden and complete
destruction of the building in a cataclysm of German shell-fire – who
can gainsay it, since West and I were the only proved survivors? West liked
to think that before his recent disappearance, but there were times when he
could not; for it was queer that we both had the same hallucination. The hideous
occurrence itself was very simple, notable only for what it implied.
The body on the table had risen with a blind and terrible groping, and we
had heard a sound. I should not call that sound a voice, for it was too awful.
And yet its timbre was not the most awful thing about it. Neither was its message – it
had merely screamed, "Jump, Ronald, for God's sake, jump!" The awful
thing was its source.
For it had come from the large covered vat in that ghoulish corner of crawling
black shadows.
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